hey ppl..its a long tym i havent updated my blog.so much happened in my lyf in past 2 yrs.after a long tym i am not high and i am completely sober writing my blog ,relaxing on my sofa of my flat at my fav place Manipal.manipal teaches ppl a  lot of things.students coming from various big families of indian society.manipal ppl are awesome.i found too many friends in manipal who are lyk brothers to me/.but dere are too many attraction in manipal dat u cant say no to dat .its a place in heaven where no india u can feel.

jab tak hai jahan

Teri aankho ki namkeen mastiyaan
Teri hansi ki beparwah gustaakhiyaan
Teri zulfon ki lehraati angdaaiyaan
Nahin bhoolunga main
Jab tak hai jaan, Jab tak hai jaan 

Tera haath se haath chodna
Tera saayon ka rukh modna
Tera palat k phir na dekhna
Nahin maaf karunga main
Jab tak hai Jaan, Jab tak hai jaan 

apne kal ko jo main yaad karun

apne kal ko jo main yd karun,

Kuch chehre samne aate hain,

Kch jo aaj nai hain saath,

Kch ne chora nai h haath.

Apne kal ko yd karun to,

Aj begana sa lgta h.

Kbhi sath thi kitni khushiyan,

Aj sapna sab lgta h.

Apne kal ko yd karun to,

Wo khwab nazar me ata h.

Pura na ho saka jo kbhi,

Wo sansar nazar me ata h.

Apne kal ko yd karun to,

Wo yr bda yaad ata h.

Jo mil na ska mjhe kbhi,

Wo pyr bahut yd ata h.

Apne kal ko yd karun to,

Bchpan muskan le ata h.

Jb khushi gum sb ek se the,

Jb rone se sb mil jata tha.

Wo yr jisne kbhi thama tha hath,

Vaada kiya tha ki nai chorega sath.

Lga tha wo kch apna sa,

Aaj mehej h adhura sapna sa.

Kyn log chale yun jaate hain,

Na pehchan hume wo pate hain.

Krte hain vaade wo aise,

Apno se bdh kr apne ho jaise.

Aaj kahan wo bachpan h,

Aansu b nai behte hain.

Kitne b baha lo ashk yahan par,

Sbko jhuthe he lgte hain.

To apne kal ko kyn yd karun main,

Jb wo h mere saath nai.

Dil tod k jalim ye zamana sara,

Kehta h k koi bt nai...

close to my heart

(this z is my first official poetry which z very close to my heart cz i wrote it wen i was alone after failing 2 qualify 4 d competitive xamz.. so i have tried to write evrythng down in d form of a poem hope u vl lyk it)

wo ek kahani keh jao, 

kuch yaad purani de jao

un khatti meethi baato ki, 

un pyare kuch jajbato ki

un unsuljhe sawalo ki, 

un jeete jagte khwabo ki

tum ek nishani de jao, 

wo yaad purani de jao.

ek pyar jo accha-saccha tha, 

wo pyar kahan se laun main

wo yaar jo jaan se pyara tha, 

wo yaar kahan se laun main.

un hanste- khilte chehro ki, 

un masti k kuch lamho ki

tum ek nishani de jao, 

wo yaad purani de jao.

wo yaar jo mujhse juda hua, 

naraz kyn mujhse khuda hua

kuch unsuljhe sawalo k ,

jawab tum mujh tak le aa0.

ek sapna jo yun toot gaya, 

sara jag mujhse rooth gaya,

Is zndgi ki daud me main kitna peeche choot gya.

is din k ghane ujale me, 

andhiyare kyn bikhre hain

maa ki sooni aankho me, 

aansu kyn akhir bikhre hain

meri maa k aansu le jao, 

muskan purani de jao.

un jeete jaate khwabo ki tum ek kahani keh jao...

Ab chor purani baato ko, 

mujhko bs age badhna h.

Duniya k bde samundar me, 

dariya sa mujhko behna h.

Fir pahunch us oonche aasman me, 

duniya se ye kehna h.

Ki-

Ummeed ki dagar h,

Tanha ye safar h

Main jo b hun aj he ma,

Sb teri duaon ka asar h

rocking day..!!

hey frnz n one who i will alwayz love back again after a month.so hw r u all...actually today i want to update my blog as some good things happen wid me as dere was my presentation dat went good,d topic was very much iccentive as it was india"s biggest promblem corruption.i have a so called stage fright but it went off in some minutes n i was normal...n studets were very much responding n asking questions.so it went good n it was damn gud experience n at night we went to watch kailash kher live concert..as it was d opening day of our college cultural fest revels..he rocked us wid his melodious voice n i love his voice in his saiyaan song..!!n at last my one of my frnz bday saleen (bazinga).i gave him a good amount of beating. as in total ,d day was gud after i listen last night frm my love dat she will upload her n her bf pic on pic.can any one of u tell me what to do?sometym i think falling in love was d biggest mistake in my lyf n  i dnt have to say bad wrds whtever be d condition is ,i acted so pathetically at dat moment ,i will alwayz regret dese 2 things through out my lyf.i think at dis very moment dat i should wrk so hard in mah lyf dat i am satisfied wid mah lyf.i know frm my 3 years of love dat true love doesn"t exist.i will pray she will get a better partner but i  will bcm d best in my lyf dis tym i will nt fall in dis stupid love.more to write but i hv class tmmrw so it will better to me go to bed or i will miss classes..gudnyt frnzz..!!

oh what a night..!!

atlast 10 feb came..of all the 20 birthdayz of my life dis was the bday i was waiting for.too many reasons are dere which made my dis bday very special to me, i want to experience mah budday in hostellife.what a pleasure come when so many people come to wish u.in one word if i want to say what they did to me was they raped me..what all stuff they brought ...lipstick,eyeliner,condoms.they made me a joker n what dey did with dat condom u cant even imagine.n frnz those kick my ass...its still hurting..but i njoyed every moment of it..!!i love mah frnz...!!n secondly u know she called me at on 11.56 ...again d frist one..for the past 3 years..!!i dont know  what to say to dis lady...whenever i tried to run or want to forget her she come from behind saying i am dere..!!n god only knows what happens when u argue with her,i only want to say dat  dn"t argue with her..i run out with my explanations..she still have more topics left..!!n so much cute it feels to me...when  she keep on speaking... i will love u alwayz...but the thing  i only want if i am waiting for u... to be loyal to me..!!

miss u..!!