thank u mah sis...!!

.......hey all frnz of mine...dn"t mind if i am not not showing my blog to u as i want to share dis to with for whom i "m writing dis blog frist..!! title of dis blog is quite awkard bt it is d day i frist tym ever listen to sur voice..!i rembr d day it was 24 march 2008 jst after d hectic boards exam of 10.i went to my chachi house after d boards ...she lives jst a km from mah house.when i went my sis her name is monika .she was talking to her frnz....when i went dere...chachi called her...so she kept d phone on hold.gave d reciever to me...i  jst  in eagerness..said hello...she thought i was monika bro shubam...i told her dat i was her cousin...she said okk...dat tym i was soo studious dat i alwayz use to ask  d matter related to studies..!! i ask her..hw were her boards.."...she said.."they went good" n she is expecting 90+ percentage."dis was a short conversation with her...till mah sis banged der n took d phone away."...den i ask to give her no. n she gaved me..!! i msg her n call her..i was behaving lyk i got a gf...i forgot ab to papad belna chalu hua hai agey agey dekho hota hain kya..!!

my love for ever!!!!

love hurts...!!!!

n now i have completed d best novel of mine.....revolution 2020..d best thing dat i can say abt dat novel is i can relate some part of it...or atleast half part to mine lyf...!!d end of lovel...i didn"t lyk at all...i can say gopal was a nerd...as he donated his love...bt d question he asked to him...is he a good human?...someday in our lyf we all do useless things...or we dnt want to do but it happens by sum or d other reason...!!i lost my lady..in my short lyf...bt dis is fine..if she want to go ..she can..bt our relation is full of abusing languages..sometym i fell to say sorry to her...bt she said so filthy wrds to me n mah family...d one thing i dnt lyk n she alwayz say dat is abt my luks...i dnt knw why...if she didn"t lyked me an why she was with me...is she really loved me ??  even after so much of disturbance in our relationship i cant forget her...i awayz try mah level best..to forget her bt dis is impossible fr me....some people say dat "time" is d tablet which keep u to forget everything...bt today is 30 october....n last tym i talked to her...was when i came back frm noida....last tym she said to me"rajat,hm log khatm karte hain...aur ab se ladai nahi karenge"...i thought she was jstkidding to me...so i didn"t give damn shit to her statement..n said"muje nahi rehna tmhare sath....."...........................................i know now how it feels when sumone whum u lov is nt urs nymore...!!