love hurts...!!!!

n now i have completed d best novel of mine.....revolution 2020..d best thing dat i can say abt dat novel is i can relate some part of it...or atleast half part to mine lyf...!!d end of lovel...i didn"t lyk at all...i can say gopal was a nerd...as he donated his love...bt d question he asked to him...is he a good human?...someday in our lyf we all do useless things...or we dnt want to do but it happens by sum or d other reason...!!i lost my lady..in my short lyf...bt dis is fine..if she want to go ..she can..bt our relation is full of abusing languages..sometym i fell to say sorry to her...bt she said so filthy wrds to me n mah family...d one thing i dnt lyk n she alwayz say dat is abt my luks...i dnt knw why...if she didn"t lyked me an why she was with me...is she really loved me ??  even after so much of disturbance in our relationship i cant forget her...i awayz try mah level best..to forget her bt dis is impossible fr me....some people say dat "time" is d tablet which keep u to forget everything...bt today is 30 october....n last tym i talked to her...was when i came back frm noida....last tym she said to me"rajat,hm log khatm karte hain...aur ab se ladai nahi karenge"...i thought she was jstkidding to me...so i didn"t give damn shit to her statement..n said"muje nahi rehna tmhare sath....."...........................................i know now how it feels when sumone whum u lov is nt urs nymore...!!