akhiri alvida..!!

Dhadkane khamosh hai 
Kuch kehti nahi 
Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho 
Chahte ankhon se Behti rahi
Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho 

Is dard ko dil mein 
Dil mein rehne do 
Jo kauf hai Ankhon se
Ankhon se kehne do 
Dukh ki Nadi chup chap Behne do 

Jo kehna hai tum dheere se keh do
Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho 

Sab yaadeein jo bandhe the Bandhan
Kajal bhi diya haathon mein kangan
Mehki rehti thi menhdi 
Gata rehta tha saawan
Phir yaadho ko sapno mein rehne do

Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho 

Dhadkane khamosh hai 
Kuch kehti nahi 
Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho 
Chahte ankhon se Behti rahi 
Yeh Akhari Alvida naa ho

hm rahe na rahe...!!!

today"s day means 13 nov was a day of sad demise. actually  tommorw our sessionals just got over so whole lot of us go to pubs to drink  n party n dance.we njoy to d fullest bt who knows d person standing jst beside us will die jst after few hours .the same thing happened a friend of varun n saurav met an accident n died.they all went to beach to party n when they were coming ack in an auto then suddenly an drunken bastard truck driven jst crashed wid dat auto...varun died on d spot while saurav after few hours left us..!!varun as far i knw was a chilled guy  .he was frm bombay..his father n mother came n  tuk d body with them to bombay n same in case of saurav also.i dnt understand why god do this to people which our good?.they had whole life lying infront of dem..hope dey  R.I.P FOREVER...!!!!! WE WILL MISS U GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...(((


                                                  i become very much senti wen i knw sum has died who is related to me by any way.most of dem dnt knw dat i  also lost my elder brother .the whole scene is created in mah mind of d day wen my brother tuk his last breath in mah arms..at age of 14 i faced dis ...s whenever i come to know about sumone death ...i jst become very sad n cry!!   so guyz live happily n carefully as dere is sum one fr everyony who lves u a lot...!!!! bye ...                                                                   

can i quit..?????

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dis i a question which i everyday i ask to my self.....hey dis doesn"t mean dat  am putting end to mah lyf ...i "m talking about to put end to all memories of her...it is now enugh now i can"t live by keeping her memories ...i want flush it off...den also dis bullshit love fever comes in mah chupa mind ..i keep thinking of her..dere not even a single day i dnt think off her....jst now i was seeing her pics ..n remembering d comments which i gave to her ..she alwayz sed to ask me..."how is she luking in dis pic" n i used to tell her sum or d awkard answer. i want u guyz answew mah quest ..i have in mah mind since then wen r relationship ended.."is break up is easy for gals?" as i am facing so much of difficulty... i am crying for her..jst i jst regret why i abused her ? .dis is d only thing i regret ...for dis whateever she will say i will do..

be alwayzzz u r..not wat others wanted u to be.!!!!

haa...today is 6 nov 2011...i love to write bt i "m so lazy sumtym even in mah laptop i dnt want to open mah blog....d tym is now in 2"o clock of morning...i jst watched a movie ...u all guyz had ignored dat movie bt i find it assum ....d movie is pyar ka punchanama....yaarr....what a good movi it was...i found it very true..!!dere r 3 guyz in dat movie n dey all get gals  n haan one of guyz name was also rajat...it seemed all guyz whose name is rajat have an experience of break up. so dey all got into relation wid gals...bt at last wat a nuisance a gal can do in ur lyf..!!d guy whose name was rajat...his gal alwayz fight with him on useless topics...dat remind me of mine gal.she alse created a full havoc in mah lyf...she alwayz counter attack on me even i have specific reason...dan also at d end she is d winner.i didn"t lyk any al bt i jst once praised"tmhe to kritika [pasand hai jao uske pass.....apni behan  se kaho wo tmhari setting kareygi..!!" n many more u have to talk for atleast 3 hours in nyt...u cant use facebook...even i took d word facebook frm my mouth dan be ready to listen lecture of 2 hours frm her..."tm facebook par bandiya dhundte ho...." n many more.....n  .One day an astrologer came to my house n said  i will get an punjabi gal  frm dat dey she was shouting on me "tmhe toh punjabi ladki chahiye mere sath to kuch nahi hoga..!!Sometym i felt lyk break up wid her but after 2 dayz widout talking to her i cant live in mah lyf happily...sumtym listening to her voice was d best thing for me...!! imiss her a lot even today..n will ,iss her forever ...!!BUT D BLOODY LYF say to move on..!!S he have got a bf in her college n she will be happy dere ..she deserve better bt i will alwayz feel guilty of myself..i showed mah dat nature which i am not..!! I am simple guy jst want to build up mah drems dan to construct path to fullfill then .....n haan i want to do everybull shit thing in mah lyf...jst leaving sumof them jst as drugs n all...!!from last monday when i took dat imperial blue...i got my stomach into trouble...today i feeling better...!!!!!!!!!!!!