be alwayzzz u r..not wat others wanted u to be.!!!!

haa...today is 6 nov 2011...i love to write bt i "m so lazy sumtym even in mah laptop i dnt want to open mah blog....d tym is now in 2"o clock of morning...i jst watched a movie ...u all guyz had ignored dat movie bt i find it assum ....d movie is pyar ka punchanama....yaarr....what a good movi it was...i found it very true..!!dere r 3 guyz in dat movie n dey all get gals  n haan one of guyz name was also rajat...it seemed all guyz whose name is rajat have an experience of break up. so dey all got into relation wid gals...bt at last wat a nuisance a gal can do in ur lyf..!!d guy whose name was rajat...his gal alwayz fight with him on useless topics...dat remind me of mine gal.she alse created a full havoc in mah lyf...she alwayz counter attack on me even i have specific reason...dan also at d end she is d winner.i didn"t lyk any al bt i jst once praised"tmhe to kritika [pasand hai jao uske pass.....apni behan  se kaho wo tmhari setting kareygi..!!" n many more u have to talk for atleast 3 hours in nyt...u cant use facebook...even i took d word facebook frm my mouth dan be ready to listen lecture of 2 hours frm her..."tm facebook par bandiya dhundte ho...." n many more.....n  .One day an astrologer came to my house n said  i will get an punjabi gal  frm dat dey she was shouting on me "tmhe toh punjabi ladki chahiye mere sath to kuch nahi hoga..!!Sometym i felt lyk break up wid her but after 2 dayz widout talking to her i cant live in mah lyf happily...sumtym listening to her voice was d best thing for me...!! imiss her a lot even today..n will ,iss her forever ...!!BUT D BLOODY LYF say to move on..!!S he have got a bf in her college n she will be happy dere ..she deserve better bt i will alwayz feel guilty of myself..i showed mah dat nature which i am not..!! I am simple guy jst want to build up mah drems dan to construct path to fullfill then .....n haan i want to do everybull shit thing in mah lyf...jst leaving sumof them jst as drugs n all...!!from last monday when i took dat imperial blue...i got my stomach into trouble...today i feeling better...!!!!!!!!!!!!